Carmen Bryan, who had a nine-year affair with American rapper Jay-Z, is now sharing intimate details from their early days together in her new autobiography, It’s No Secret.
In the book, Bryan opens up about their relationship, which included getting pregnant with the rapper’s child, and she recently spoke out against him following serious allegations of assault involving a 13-year-old girl.
Bryan, 52, reflects on the early days of her relationship with Jay-Z, whose real name is Shawn Carter, describing him as “very warm and extremely humble” when they first met in 1995. In a detailed account of their first encounter, she recalls, “Over dinner I decided he and I would be good friends for a very long time.
We went back to Erick’s house talking and laughing. I was in no condition to drive home, so I decided to spend the night at Erick’s.” She continues, sharing an intimate moment between them: “Shawn and I sat on the couch and pretended to watch television. Before long I drifted off to sleep, according to Billboard.
I woke up with Shawn kissing me. His lips were so soft and luscious and I began to melt into him.” Bryan also reveals that Jay-Z’s hands began to roam, but she notes that he stopped and didn’t take things further.
Her reflection on this moment adds complexity to their relationship, which had a profound impact on her life. This disclosure comes after Bryan spoke out against Jay-Z following the recent allegations, further shining a light on their past relationship.
In her book, Bryan offers an honest and detailed look at her time with the rapper, allowing readers to gain insight into their personal connection and her experience.